( during the trip in new zealand }
we're travelling through mountain passes again.
and when we're near the peak, it actually started
snowing!
to think it suppose to be summer.
if only you guys were here.
steal my soul; 6:51 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
you're far from perfect, but you're the one i love.
steal my soul; 5:23 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
i'm now at franz josep. its so dark, i cant even see my hand!
not that im afraid of the dark or anything, but its so dark that when you look out the window, you see
absolutely nothing!
well, its
quite scary. for the fact that i thought i saw someone's hand against the window.
probably its because
i love you so much, i'm going nuts.
this would be my downfall, so please prove to me that its all worth it.
steal my soul; 5:44 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
i'm now travelling through mountain passes.
and honestly, im scared.
[ i suffer from acrophobia! ]
as much as
thinking of you, enjoying the mountains, waterfalls, rivers and mountain lupins calm me down, i'm still freaking out.
because i cant imagine if something was to happen, you would still be kept in the dark.
well, the narrow roads, sudden turns and missing guard rails play a part too.
steal my soul; 12:19 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
the weather here is cold,
but just
thinking of you gives me warmth.
steal my soul; 2:57 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
i've been sleeping a lot. and now, i cant sleep.
just a few mins ago, i was lying in bed
thinking about you, recalling those sweet memories.the stars here seem nearer and i was just wondering if you happen to be awake at this timing, staring at the same star.
until i realised there would be a time difference between new zealand and singapore.
steal my soul; 1:32 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
yea, my brother knows you're one of
'THOSE TWO'.
he seem really unhappy at first
but i think he can see how much i love you.
so
he's giving in.
its good, because
i love you and no one's gonna change that.
steal my soul; 6:12 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
i'm so madly in love with you that
i imagine the shoulder i lean on
and the arm i grab, are
yours.
its my first time actually missing someone
THIS badly.
while going overseas.
i go overseas every year.
but this year, its different.
because you entered my life.
and kim, of course i miss you too.
steal my soul; 3:47 AM
( during the trip in new zealand )
i'm in the airplane now and i feel less tensed up already.
by the time im back, i should be all relaxed.
unless i come back finding you're with another girl.
steal my soul; 1:23 AM
im in the departure hall now.
and how i wish
you could be here to see me off.
openly.
cos
i really miss you a lot.
i'll only be back on 1st. i
think.
hope to see
you soon and
maybe we can go out sometime,
when we're all free.
steal my soul; 9:12 PM
i know you're busy.
but im leaving for the airport in about 40 mins, and for new zealand in about 3 hours and 40 mins.
i just wish you'll show me a
little more concern.
steal my soul; 6:21 PM
hey im sorry.
i shouldnt have doubted you
and i wont anymore. i promise.
i love you too.
steal my soul; 1:14 PM
i hate myself for being such an idiot.so it was all a misunderstanding!
you were trying to contact me after all.
it was my phone which went nuts.
all the crying and negative thoughts for nothing.
so now, i probably would be able to sleep.
steal my soul; 6:26 AM
daddy, dont turn around.
i dont want to see the pain in your eyes when you see your daughter crying.
steal my soul; 3:38 AM
i missed your call at 7.56pm.
and you missed mine at 7.59pm and at 8.01pm.
till now, you havent call me back.
its been almost 5 hours!
i know i shouldnt be so sensitive, but im leaving in 18 hours!
i just wish i can cry myself to sleep.
steal my soul; 1:51 AM
i cant help but feel butterflies in my tummy.
and i dont think its because i havent eat dinner.
but because my mind's
unsettled.i know i should just go to new zealand and enjoy and have fun.
but
i cant stop fretting over us.i should trust
you, i know. but there's this bad feeling. and i dont like it.
oh and are we even officially together?
and when im gone, will you be here waiting for me?
i have too many questions. and you're not here to answer them
steal my soul; 12:54 AM
thanks KIM. you've been a great BESTFRIEND.
steal my soul; 8:05 PM
im not ready to leave singapore.
or at least,
not yet.
because when i do,
it'll be a new year when im back.
and probably a very busy one too.
everything will change and
we wont be the same anymore.
i dont want
you to be just some
'summer' fling. nor for
this to end so soon.
not that it would, but it does have a high chance after all.
steal my soul; 7:51 PM
i miss you especially when we're not hanging out together or when we're not on the phone.
i cant stop missing
you.
and when i do, its when i sleep.
because by then, i'll be dreaming instead.
about
us. together.
steal my soul; 2:17 AM
i'll be leaving for new zealand on sunday night. will be there for one week plus.
and i hope that doesnt affect
us.
i really wish
we had more time to spend
together.
but its okay!
we will, when im back. i
hope.
anyway, you'll always be in my heart.
and of course, i'll be missing
you every second.
because
you really really mean alot to me.
steal my soul; 5:05 PM
its been quite a while since i felt this way.
i wish time would stop just then.
and if only we could be like this
forever.
steal my soul; 2:13 AM
it meant alot to me that you actually wanted to see us home first even though you might reach home after your curfew.
steal my soul; 1:04 PM
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[ name: ben ]
the
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haha, and the best thing is:
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oh yes, and another thing is. there's this
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recommend customers and he'll share
20% of the total bill with you!
these customers will be
registered under your name and you'll continue to earn commission
everytime they need computer servicing!
haha so get your asses worked up!
steal my soul; 2:48 AM
haha thanks alot Zhi Xiang!
you actually came all the way here just to pass me the actually useless japanese book, but for the fact that
you actually came all the way here, its quite useful!
and the thumbdrive with millions of songs! yeah!
haha you've got loads of initiative huh?
anw project's been such a dread and you still help me!
haha thanks alot!
anw, chat online ar. dont want to praise you already, no point right?
like you said ' words are cheap! ' haha!
steal my soul; 12:21 AM
to whoever it may concern :
[
french ] im a confondu l'amour fini parfois que je souhaite je pourrais vous aimer en arrière mais je sache que son impossible entre nous d'autres tiennent une chance mais im non prêts justes la laissent disparaître.
steal my soul; 2:09 AM
hey. have some faith in me!
i dont just get influenced any old how.
so trust me.
anyway, its nice to know people around me actually
really care.
now i know there'll be someone to back me up when im in trouble,
another someone's shoulder to cry on when im down.
and somebody else to help me with my project when i have major headaches! [ haha. i think you know who you are (: ]
steal my soul; 12:25 AM
i always doubted you then. and i still do.
you were really sweet then. and you still are.
is this how you're actually trying to make your way into my heart?
i'll tell you something. its not working.
yeah, you tried before.
you should know i dont go for
sweet nothingsand
endless hours of talking.
though i admit that there was once i actually thought of you.
steal my soul; 1:52 AM
i wouldnt miss you as much as she would.
so i might as well not.
im sick and tired of this life i live.
so i'll just give it up, let it go,
be who i should be. and do what i promised.
steal my soul; 2:01 AM
okay. so..i've
never been
THIS lucky when i
used to like you.
meeting by chance was the most
impossible thing. but it sure seems like fate was making fun of us now.
and yes. it was totally obvious. and you probably knew it too-
our plan, to avoid each other.because your pace became slower. and mine, faster. and at last, the distance between us drastically increased.
what a great way to greet each other huh.
yeah. if only we could still be friends. but it doesnt really matter.
at least its nice to know you're still alive and breathing!
steal my soul; 11:59 PM
yeah sure. it seems like i dont.
but actually,
i really do.
its just that im not showing it. because i cant. and shouldnt.
i know its impossible. so i try my best to get my mind off it all.
it dont seem like its working,
but for the fact that
we're not going to work out, and i know it,
i
must keep trying.
steal my soul; 3:38 PM
i've been thinking quite alot lately.
and yes, this have to end.
steal my soul; 6:35 PM
it always felt better when
he's at home. because
you wouldnt raise your voice as loudly as when
he wasnt.
steal my soul; 3:15 PM
i feel so frustrated. and yet, i still have to help.
steal my soul; 9:20 AM
i hurt my feet while helping you. and its
my fault. my bestfriend comforted me when she heard me crying. and its
her fault.
its amazing how you blame others.
occasionally, i wished you were
someone else-
Someone who would love me more, understand me more, and most importantly
even appreciate me.
i knew you
never did. because no matter how hard i've tried, everything i did was
never enough for you.
and wouldnt it actually break your heart to see your daughter lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, tearing her eyes out thinking 'why are you who you are?' in the middle of the night?
cos if i was you, it would.
steal my soul; 3:26 AM
oh yeah,
so i havent been
hallucinating the feelings i felt.
yeah so im sane. but at this rate,
i wont be.
soon.
steal my soul; 8:07 PM
i ate back the calories lost from walking aimlessly in less than 10 mins or so.
haha. yeah shit. my feet were aching at the end of the day.
ice skating would jolly well be a better choice than town.
even though we didnt exactly have the right outfit for ice skating, at least we'll be having the time of our lives.
instead, we went to town cause jowie and fee wanted to go to Tiasa.
but unfortunately, it was closed. as usual.
totally demoralizing, and boring.
i dont believe we actually brainstorm-ed on 'where to go' for like. what? 2 hours?
yeah. crazy.
steal my soul; 6:48 PM
